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Long-overdue pics and video from HustlaBall Las Vegas (NSFW)

It’s been a busy few weeks! Dirk and I have been getting ready to leave for Australia, where we have a busy line-up of shows and seminars planned. But I didn’t want to forget to post these pics from our appearance at HustlaBall Las Vegas last month (see below). We wish we could make it to the first ever HustlaBall Tel Aviv too, but we’ll be in Sydney at the time. If you’re anywhere near Tel Aviv, though, you should totally go… it’s an awesome time!

Without further ado, here are the pics and videos… sorry they’re so late. I’ve also included a few from the excellent blog Queer Me Now; you can see the rest on their website by clicking here. Hope to see you in Vegas again next year!


HustlaBall VIP Party Pics:

My live show with Bennett Anthony:

Backstage at HustlaBall (originally broadcast live on my Facebook page):

HustlaBall Main Event:

Other Pics from Las Vegas:

Watching the fountain at the Bellagio Hotel:

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New Behind-the-Scenes Video: “Après Porn” (Parts 1 and 2)
Jasun Mark and I unwind after a long day on set… plus Liam Knox, and a glimpse of the “new guy”

In the two videos below, you can see that TitanMen lead director Jasun Mark and I have different ways of treating ourselves after a long but rewarding day of filming porn. To each his own, I guess! The second video also has a brief cameo of TitanMen exclusive Liam Knox, plus a brand new Titan Man whom I had the pleasure of breaking in for his very first porn shoot!

Jasun and I shot these videos of each other on the TitanMen set in Palm Springs last Friday (January 17). Liam’s first scene (with fellow exclusive Dallas Steele) comes out next month, followed by scenes with both me and my hubby Dirk Caber. And watch for the new guy’s debut scenes — one with me and one with Liam — coming this spring, exclusively from TitanMen!

Steamworks 2017

A couple of pics from New Year’s Eve at Steamworks Chicago

Left to right: Jesse Jackman, Dirk Caber, Liam Knox, Chris Harder, Jackson’s friend Alex, Jackson Grant, Jack Vidra

For New Year’s Eve this year, Dirk and I decided to do something a bit… different: spend it at a bathhouse! Our friends Jackson Grant and Chris Harder were performing a live sex show at Steamworks in Chicago, so we decided to go and support them. And by “we” I mean not just Dirk and me… Titan men Jack Vidra and Liam Knox joined us as well. We had a really good time watching the show and <ahem> in the hot tub afterwards.

Steamworks always treats us wonderfully when we’re there, and we always have a good time whether we’re performing or just, uh, letting it all hang out. We’re not really allowed to take pictures or shoot video at Steamworks, but we did manage to get this group shot of us, as well as me standing next to a familiar face by the entrance. By the way, Jack Vidra, Liam Knox, and Jackson Grant have all filmed with TitanMen, but none of their scenes have been released yet. Watch for them on the Titan website in the coming months! Here are a few behind-the-scenes pics from Liam and Jack’s scene together… much more to come!

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Classical Caber for the holidays: Dirk shares his brand new Barcarole

Merry Christmas and happy holidays, everyone! Dirk and I want to share something with you to celebrate the season… a brand new original composition! It’s a barcarole, a song traditionally sung by Venetian gondoliers. Dirk wrote it for me to learn as I (slowly) re-teach myself how to play the piano… the one that you, our wonderful and supportive fans, recently helped us acquire (see gofundme.com/piano-for-dirk). The tune is perhaps especially appropriate for the season, as the first five notes might suggest a familiar carol.

This recording is of Dirk playing the piece — I’m not quite ready to perform it yet — using his laptop and a single microphone, a process for which he says he needs some more expertise and practice. Hence, it isn’t studio quality, but we’ve cleaned up the audio to the best of our ability, and we’re still happy and grateful to be able to share this with you. We hope you enjoy it. (This piece, along with many of Dirk’s other compositions, can also be found on his SoundCloud page.)

Dirk and I truly appreciate all the support you guys have continued to give us over the past year. Thank you for being a big part of our lives! And no matter where you are or what holiday you celebrate, we want to wish you all the best this season and happiness in new year and beyond!

Jesse and Dirk

Classic Meets Fetish 2016

Dirk Caber premieres two original compositions at second annual “Classic Meets Fetish” concert in Berlin (VIDEO)

Back in September, my hubby Dirk Caber — credited under his real name Jack Parton — performed several of his original compositions at the second annual “Classic Meets Fetish” concert in Berlin, in association with Folsom Europe. The video from his performance just been made available! (See above, or watch it on YouTube.) Although it’s been edited down a bit, it still gives you a great idea for the feel of the concert. Enormous thanks to Ron Berlin for shooting and editing this great video!!

Dirk premiered two all-new pieces during his 25-minute programme. The first, his cello sonata, was written expressly for this event and features cellist Leather Paul; it begins at the 1:48 mark in the video. The second, starting at 9:06, is a barcarole, a traditional folk song sung by Venetian gondoliers. Dirk’s barcarole is especially dear to me, as it’s one of the first pieces of music that he’s written for me to learn on our beautiful new piano. (The one that our fans helped us buy… for which we remain eternally grateful!) I’ve gotten to the point where I’m almost ready to play it, but I’ve heard it countless times and it still brings tears to my eyes.

One other note about the video… there’s an awkward moment at the 1:28 mark where Paul, in the middle of Brahms’ cello sonata, abruptly gets up and leaves. It later became apparent that he’d broken a string and had gone to get a different cello. In the moment, though, the audience — not to mention pianist Greg Winn, and Dirk who was turning Greg’s pages — were very confused. But Greg’s response to the awkward silence was absolutely brilliant.

The first “Classic Meets Fetish” concert in 2015 sold close to 300 tickets, and this year’s sold over 800. Next year’s edition will be held in an even larger venue, and the date has already been announced: September 7, 2017. Visit classic-meets-fetish.de for details. Dirk will be there, and I hope to be too. See you there!

Here’s a gallery of photos from this year’s concert, courtesy of Jens Schommer and queer.de… and if you want to hear more of Dirk’s music, check out his SoundCloud page.