Titan director Jasun Mark just posted this video he shot of me and Johnny Parker on the set of his new feature, tentatively entitled Wide Awake. I have no words.
Dirk does Heavy Duty with Hunter Marx
I’d like to congratulate my hubby Dirk Caber on the completion of his latest Titan Rough film Heavy Duty! His scene with Hunter Marx comes out on May 28, one week from today. Check out this sweet two minute preview, but be warned… it’s not for the faint of heart:
The first scene, starring Anthony London and Thor, is already available in streaming HD… click here to watch it now. It’s a really hot scene, and Thor takes Anthony’s fist (and more) like a champ. The film also stars Adam Russo (my scene partner from Down and Dirty) and Aymeric Deville… that sounds like a winning scene to me!
Here are some pics from the photo session that Dirk and Hunter also shot that day. Enjoy! By the way, they’re wearing the Mr. S neoprene sport wrestler and sensory hood… click each of those links to see more pics!
A Hair-Razing Experience
I’ve been shaving my head for almost 10 years… and I wouldn’t have it any other way. Don’t get me wrong, I loved my barbers (sensible Vicki and her insane cousin Mark… or, as he pronounced it, “Maaaaahk”), but I can’t say I miss trekking all the way out to Roslindale every 6 weeks or so to sit around waiting for an hour; Vicki and Maaaaahk were quite talented, but as a result had tons of customers. Besides, I’d been steadily losing my hair for a couple of years, so they really had very little to do.
The first day I shaved it was July 3, 2003… my 30th birthday. I was completely prepared, having done my research and bought one of these (which I still use from time to time). I was kind of embarrassed… so when I met my friends for dinner that night, I wore a baseball cap. My friend Jamie must have suspected something; “Let’s see it,” he instructed almost immediately. So I reluctantly removed the lid. The reaction, much to my surprise, was positive; my friends loved my new look.
I had been afraid of losing my hair; I’d even tried Rogaine in my late 20s, but to no avail. At first I thought that shaving my head was the ultimate sign of defeat: alopecia had won. I quickly learned to embrace my new look, though. Soon I grew a goatee to pair with the bald noggin (they were especially popular in 2004; I remember most of the hockey players in the NHL playoffs were favoring them over the more traditional “playoff beard”). Within a couple of years, the goatee had become a beard, which I’ve had ever since. I’m pretty happy with the way I look now, and don’t foresee changing it anytime soon. Bald is beautiful! These days I shave about 2 or 3 times a week; in fact, I shaved my head just this morning, and took the above pic when I did.
I’ve posted some more pics of my various stages of shaved-headedness below, plus a video that Titan director Jasun Mark filmed of me shaving my head on the set of Incubus 2.
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- Pre-shaved (2002)
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- Shaved head, with goatee (2004)
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- Shaved, with beard (2011)
The “biggest” challenge of my career
TitanMen exclusive George Ce (at left) recently filmed a scene with this porn superstar for an upcoming Titan scene, and was so impressed by what he saw that he stopped to take a picture. And George is no small man himself… click here to see previews of other films. Anyway… now it’s my turn. One week from today I’ll be filming a scene with this very same stud… the guy who impressed George so much. I’m a little nervous, but I think I’ll be okay because I’ve even been practicing (see below). Titan’s lead director Paul Wilde graciously offered me the chance to “get acquainted” with my co-star before we start the cameras rolling, but I think I’m going to pass… the penetration shot, as it’s called in the industry, is sure to get a reaction out of me that I’d love to get on film! 
I’ll be revealing my scene partner’s name next week. In the meantime, can you guess who it is?
Kinko de Mayo, Kansas City style!
THIS is why I love my job! Dirk, Johnny Parker, and I had the immense pleasure of joining the cast and crew of Hamburger Mary’s Kansas City to celebrate Cinco de Mayo… or, as they called it, Kinko de Mayo! We had an amazing time dancing and encouraging all sorts of debauchery. I spent much of the evening serving up “bear cum” shots: People would lie face-upwards on a massage table in front of me while I poured shots of rum and coconut cream into their mouths. The coconut cream looked just like… well, you know. ;) And I might have “accidentally” misfired and dribbled some onto my customers’ faces. When I did, I was sure to lick it off… I never waste a drop!
We also took time out for karaoke. Every five years or so I do karaoke to remind myself never to do karaoke, ever. Johnny and Dirk have beautiful voices, and rocked their respective renditions of “Long Black Train” and “Twinkle Twinkle Little Star.” I, who can’t sing for shit, insisted that the three of us sing Kylie Minogue’s “Timebomb” as an homage to Titan director Jasun Mark’s amazing music video. The results were disastrous. (See below.)
Finally, we took time to unwind at Hamburger Mary’s Drag Brunch. We laughed… we cried… and I got to witness Parker singing “I Will Survive” while wearing a pink dress. Some things you just can’t make up. (Again… see below.)
What a fantastically fun weekend. Huge thanks to to the incredibly welcoming folks at Hamburger Mary’s and KC Bear Mafia who made us feel like royalty, to the amazing JP Barnaby and Jodi Dash who witnessed our karaoke massacre and lived to tell about it, and to all the AWESOME people who came out to the club on Saturday night! We had such a great time and met lots of amazing folks. Dirk and I are hoping that the fine ladies and gentlemen of Kansas City will have us back real soon!
Pics and embarrassing karaoke video below.
